Wanting Rain in the drought

I felt like I am hoping and waiting for Rain God in the drought..
Just like a dieing grass, wanting just a tiny drop of water during the droughts...
Just like a dieing flower hoping the owner to give me some water...

Am I a fool?
Am I really stupid?
Am I hopeless?
Am I useless?
Somebody tell me!

Tell me what are you thinking, feeling, wanting,etc etc etc....
I just wish and want to know...