So I have been back in Miri for a week plus almost two.. Feelings have been complicated since I was here. Sigh. Coming back here, I felt more tiring than I was back in KK working and driving almost 30 km to and back from work. Heart was frustrated, tiring, complicated, never peaceful and a lot more negative feelings.
I have notice that I have lost my happiness, my laughter, my cheerfulness and silliness.
Things have been not as good as before now. I miss home, I miss my baby boy, I miss my buddies that always never failed to cheer me up and made me laugh like mad cow. I don't care that I look ugly when I open my mouth widely and laughed out loud. What matter most is me being happy and forget about everything that made me feeling sad.
I don't know how long I can handle these negative feelings but I wish to be happy again..
I just simply wish to be happy after all the things that I have been through.. After so much have happened, I understand that being happy and healthy is very important. Despite having lots of wealth but you are not healthy and happy,wealth is nothing but just something extra.
I saw a video on Huffingtonpost today and I was inspired by a quote
"being rich isn't about how much you have, is about how much you give."
Here is the video..
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