Thank you for your negative comments..

Just finished my exams few hours ago and I felt so relived... (Well, there is still two more papers next week)..
So I have done Engineering Mathematics yesterday and Electrical System today. Felt half of my stress has gone.

 I still remember I was an academically poor students especially in my additional mathematics during my high school. Today, I am dealing a much tougher maths as compared to additional mathematics, that is Engineering Mathematics. I still remember that I always get less than 40 marks for my additional mathematics during my high school. I remember a lot of people looked down on me when I said I wanted to study Engineering as my maths was really terrible, but guess what guys, I wanted to thank them for criticising and looking down on me because I can proudly tell you that I have gone through my foundation in engineering and I am now in my first year of engineering, final sem and if I passed all of my subject  I will be an official Mechanical Engineering Student.

Time flies, I still remember very clearly that during my form 5, I was nothing. Nothing to be proud of, my parents has nothing proud to show off their daughter as well but today, my parents are proud of me because I have gone through my high school life as a nobody and today I am an engineering student. I also still remember that some of my teacher looked down on me and make me felt so shameful in front of the class. Well, thank you teacher, I have got an A for my SPM for the subject you have taught. Because of your criticism, I am able to achieve better grades. I truly wanted to thank my tuition teacher who was there, listening to how I was badly criticised and helping me in any way to help me achieve a good grade. Also, to other teachers that have taught me before, I thank them for never looking down on a low grade students. I remember my form five class teacher, Chinese teacher and English teacher who was there to help me when I needed help though I am just nobody. They have never given up on me and still try to boost up my confidence in believing myself that I can do well. Without them, I will be nothing today.

Besides thanking my teachers, I would like to thank my parents for having such patience in raising a kid like me. I cried easily, I get upset easily, I am rude at times, I yell at them etc but they never have left me. Not even a single millimetre. Besides, I must say, my parents have been my driver to all the places for 20 years but they have never complained about being tired to send me etc. They will always make sure that I am always safe and sound no matter where I am. Though I may hurt their feelings but they have never complained about it to me. Some people may think that I am rude to my parents because we communicated like friends, but I love the way how we communicate because it is fun and this makes lesser stress while talking to them and I feel enjoy when we always make fun of each other like siblings and friends. They are my superhero. I am grateful enough for what I have now.

So, before you gave up, think about the people that who was/were/is/are always there for you. Life is tough and unfair, but if you fight for it, you will be there.
Have faith in yourself. Cheers!

Peace!